LIfe is hanging from the silver string between my head and my soul. Can't comprehend it , or maybe I don't want to understand it, my heart aches , my head hurts , my soul is fading in the night, just that little light remains, but what is going on?. how can I just give up!
My life is not valuable? Can I survive?
In this dream I'm falling and can't stop, I know I'm the one in control of my memories and the action in my dreams ..... But maybe I don't want to stop, I can't see the bottom, maybe I don't wan to see it.
I just want to feel the air on my body while I'm falling ... the rush ... the willing of letting go maybe I would fine the peace I'm searching for...
Ceasing to live is not an option.
For now I just want to keep falling......
Friday, November 20, 2009
Friday, July 31, 2009
Boys vs Men
Boys Try to control their woman.
Men control themselves.
Boys lie and hide.
Men are honest and take responsibility for their actions.
Boys put their hands on their woman in anger.
Men only touch their woman as act of intimacy or in a posture of prayer.
Boys avoid commitment.
Men have the courage to be vulnerable in relationship.
Boys criticized and complain.
Men compliment and cultivate.
Boys talk about what they're going to do.
Men do it.
Boys pride themselves on being pimps and playas.
Men recognize thet to disrespect or degrade woman is a sign of self hatred.
Boys heads are on the swivel while out with a woman.
Men are respectful enough to give a woman his undivided attention (that means eye contact) at leasr until the date ends.
Boys think they've done something when they occupy a woman's bed.
Men knows you ain't done nothing until you occupiy a woman's heart and penetrate her soul.
Boys are intimidated by a strong woman.
Men recognized that iron sharpens iron and avoid simple woman.
Boys get angry, blame and/or avoid their girl when she tells him she's pregnant.
Men take control of their own destiny and handle their bussines before having sex.
Men control themselves.
Boys lie and hide.
Men are honest and take responsibility for their actions.
Boys put their hands on their woman in anger.
Men only touch their woman as act of intimacy or in a posture of prayer.
Boys avoid commitment.
Men have the courage to be vulnerable in relationship.
Boys criticized and complain.
Men compliment and cultivate.
Boys talk about what they're going to do.
Men do it.
Boys pride themselves on being pimps and playas.
Men recognize thet to disrespect or degrade woman is a sign of self hatred.
Boys heads are on the swivel while out with a woman.
Men are respectful enough to give a woman his undivided attention (that means eye contact) at leasr until the date ends.
Boys think they've done something when they occupy a woman's bed.
Men knows you ain't done nothing until you occupiy a woman's heart and penetrate her soul.
Boys are intimidated by a strong woman.
Men recognized that iron sharpens iron and avoid simple woman.
Boys get angry, blame and/or avoid their girl when she tells him she's pregnant.
Men take control of their own destiny and handle their bussines before having sex.
***BONUS***
Boys think that their physical attributes, bank accounts and/or talents are enough to satisfy any woman.
Men know that a relationshipwith God is the key to satisfying your woman-because He created her and He alone knows her every need and desire.
Sl.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Sentimiento
Me siento sin la energia de luchar contra lo q siento
Es dificil negar lo q mi corazon siente
No puedo ignorar lo q mi piel desea
pero tengo q tratar.
Me siento cansada al tratar de negar lo q esta pasando en mi.
Es dolor lo q siento al no poder estar contigo,
no quiero olvidar tus ojos
pero debo de tratar .
Me siento estupida al pensar q lo nuestro podria ser,
es todo lo q mi corazon trata de decirme cuando mis ojos ven tu cara;
no puedo imaginar mi vida sin ti
pero debo olvidar .
Me siento derrotada ante tus labios
es tan amaraga tu sonrisa cuando...
no puedo correponder como quisiera
pero admito q deseo responder.
Me siento llena de vida a tu lado
Es tan facil caer entre tus brazos sin ningun temor.
No es facil tratar de olvidarte,
Pero es tan grande el amor q siento por ti.
Bluelesc.
Es dificil negar lo q mi corazon siente
No puedo ignorar lo q mi piel desea
pero tengo q tratar.
Me siento cansada al tratar de negar lo q esta pasando en mi.
Es dolor lo q siento al no poder estar contigo,
no quiero olvidar tus ojos
pero debo de tratar .
Me siento estupida al pensar q lo nuestro podria ser,
es todo lo q mi corazon trata de decirme cuando mis ojos ven tu cara;
no puedo imaginar mi vida sin ti
pero debo olvidar .
Me siento derrotada ante tus labios
es tan amaraga tu sonrisa cuando...
no puedo correponder como quisiera
pero admito q deseo responder.
Me siento llena de vida a tu lado
Es tan facil caer entre tus brazos sin ningun temor.
No es facil tratar de olvidarte,
Pero es tan grande el amor q siento por ti.
Bluelesc.
Celos
Celos son lo q siento cuando no estas a mi lado
no me gusta estar sin ti
detesto no poder sentirte
odio esta incertidumbre de no tenerte
Celos son lo q destruyen mi alma
no siento q late mi corazon de alegria, es odio nada mas
como me llena de pena
dolor es lo unico q siento en estos momentos de oscuridad
Celos son lo q veo en mi futuro
no veo mas alla de mi colera
como poder arrancarte de mi corazon
para q ya no me lastimes
Celos es lo unico q hasta ahora me une a ti
odio el dolor en el alma.
La pena q llevo cada dia de mi vida
te la debo a ti, mi amor.
no me gusta estar sin ti
detesto no poder sentirte
odio esta incertidumbre de no tenerte
Celos son lo q destruyen mi alma
no siento q late mi corazon de alegria, es odio nada mas
como me llena de pena
dolor es lo unico q siento en estos momentos de oscuridad
Celos son lo q veo en mi futuro
no veo mas alla de mi colera
como poder arrancarte de mi corazon
para q ya no me lastimes
Celos es lo unico q hasta ahora me une a ti
odio el dolor en el alma.
La pena q llevo cada dia de mi vida
te la debo a ti, mi amor.
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